Hi there, it's been long time I never checked my blog. In about 5 months life was like mucus *alright I know it's a weird-nasty metaphors, but it will be too mainstream if I said life is like a roller coaster, won't it?. Well something that I wanna say is my life is up and down, happy and sad, I'm laughing and crying. But, overall I'm still happy anyway, it's mean my life is very normal. As if rain were for sadness and sunlight for happiness, I would need both of them to see a beautiful rainbow. In this occasion I will not tell you what's up with my life in this 5 months, just wanna say that I'm really grateful for all of the laughing and I won't be regret for all of the crying. Anyhow, I've got a really awesome gift from God.
It started when I had to go Semarang for attending tax socialization. I've brought many tampons because I thought I'll get my menstruation, but it's been late for 7 days so I didn't have to use my tampons. Then I came back to Lombok when suddenly I just wanna know whether I'm pregnant or not. So when I woke up in the morning I took a test pack and my heart beat so fast, I don't know, it was like waiting for winning a lottery or waiting our name is called by presenter for something like door prize or even grand prize. And I thought I didn't get those prize, but BEYOND all of those things. It was just a 'wow' for me when I looked two strips on my test pack. After that I woke my husband up, then I said "honeeey, there are two strips on this, look at this!!". He just opened a half of his eyes then said "mmm. so what is that means?I don't really get it hon?"|"huh?how can you don't get it?2 strips means I'm pregnant!". Then he suddenly got up, "really?is that true?" then we were cuddling and can't take our smile off. To make us sure, I went to doctor and fortunately, the doctor said "congratulation, your pregnancy is five weeks". I just, I was just speechless so there was only my second 'wow'.
For all those 'wow', is there anything that I can complain in life?. - well, sometime maybe I did, and anybody did complaining, it's normal as long as you can get up after you slip-. Like I've wrote before, there is always sadness and happiness, just believe that we need to thankful for both of them, because whatever happens in life, God always loves us so He won't leave even a second. Be brave, stand up your head to face beautiful life!.
PS: I have baby bump right now, he or she is 4 months!, I didn't have morning sickness or any other difficulties, thank God for this amazing pregnancy :)
