The sweetest :*

One day, in the living room, we were eating dinner and having a nice (or the sweetest) chit chat ever (And by the way, sejak saya hamil, kami membiasakan diri untuk memanggil dengan sebutan ayah-bunda. Ya biar terbiasa aja sekalian ngasih contoh ke anak kita nantinya :D) :

Saya   : (lagi pinjem BB suami buat chatting sama temen trus iseng liat recent update) Yah, temen ayah yang ini cantik ya, seneng ih liatnya...
Suami : hehehhehe, klo tau dia siapa masih seneng ga liatnya?
Saya   : emang siapa ?
Suami : ga aaah, nanti klo dikasih tau marah..
Saya   : iiih siapa siih,,mantan yaaah?
Suami : hehehe,,iya, tapi udah lama kok..
Saya   : idiih ngapain marah, orang udah mantan inii,,lagian cantikan bunda, wee :P
Suami : hehehe..
Saya   : yah, kan mantan ayah bnyk yg cantik, trus knp ayah milih nda? alesan selain fisik ya..
Suami  : mmm, knp ya,,ayah juga gatau, orang pas awal liat nda di hati ayah langsung bilang " ih ni cewek manja banget, jangan sampe suka ama dia "..tapi kok lama2 malah jadi suka beneran,,haha
Saya   : hahaha, trs2 kok bisa sampe suka beneran..
Suami : gatau sih tapi waktu itu kan ayah sempet ngecengin orang lain sebelum ngecengin nda, trus klo di kantor ayah lagi stress gara2 kerjaan dan ga sengaja lewat depan ruangan nda trus denger suara ketawa nda kok rasanya jadi ga stress lagi, seneng aja dengernya..malah klo denger suara ketawa kecengan ayah jadinya ga enak, ga ilang stressnya..
Saya  : (mesem2 GR, alesannya sih aneh, tapi kok rasanya so sweeeet ajaa,,)hahahah...

Oke, I know that the conversation was so and so. Biasa aja gitu,,tapi gatau kenapa buat saya rasanya seneng aja klo orang yang kita sayang bisa bahagia dengan sekedar mendengar suara tawa kita, hehe.

PS: I'll have a baby boy inside my belly! He is 26 weeks now, 13 weeks left, can't wait to see him!! :)))

I'm sorry sweety, mommy need mood booster :(

It wasn't a good situation to start this day. 

Combination between sad story from my mother and angry husband plus baaad motor driving along the way to the office are exactly not good one in starting a new day. Please I just need a room to cry, or just a little time to cool me down. Or maybe a lot of ice cream with a box of tissue. Or anything that can be my mood booster. Or just a little oxygen cause I think I can't breath normally. It just like there is big apple in my throat that make me choke until my eyes teary. But u know I can't make the tears come down my cheek. Hell yah!

Fuuuuuh,,sorry sweety you have too feel what mommy feel today, I know you unhappy from your kick. I promise it will be better by day. Mommy will find a way somehow. Love you!

P.S : be stronger than your mommy ya :)